Sunday, October 29, 2006

I have nothing to say already. All these things were just for fun. Everything was just for fun. There was no seriousness in it, there was no commitment in it, there was nothing. Nothing. I tried so hard to do things which required time and I was not given. I was stupid enough to think I have so much time for anything.

No I don't get it. I don't get everything that contradicts. Ok. This is just a full load of rubbish I was hearing. The things we did, everything was just for fun. And yet I thought it wasn't.

Perhaps I didn't love you the way you want me to.

And when I woke up, I felt so lost, again.

And I could keep the blue toothbrush you'll never be able to use it....
Rambled by kaSh at 4:11 pm

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Sunday, October 08, 2006

Seems like I am too lazy to blog again... yeah I am too lazy to do anything...

And no, this week wasn't that great. We got some internal backstabbing among us, which was quite fucked. I simply do not understand why people kill one another despite working under the same roof, the same room, the same place. And yeah, I would like to thank all these people, they will get karma, or maybe they already have but they just do not realise it, maybe they shall get another.

I would like to confess something: I have sinned, sinned alot by taking in too much food. Damn, I have not been exercising. My routine went haywire ever since the operation I underwent. Now and then I was caught up by flu and all the nonsensical diseases which should not happen to me, and it got me off my routine workout plan. I need to get back to that.

And I am sorry for not realising sooner, for not knowing things which happened long ago, and only when I discovered now it was too late for me to do anything. I apologise, right now the only thing I can help is to sit back and listen to your woes...

I still could feel the devastation, how you felt when you lose someone dearly...
Rambled by kaSh at 1:08 pm

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