This is my story...

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Good things are hard to come by, just like a rare stone.

There are just things which are always hidden and growing, partially due to the things which I do, the things which you do...

You are a nice girl, someone who really cheers me up nonetheless, but perhaps it is the setbacks that I have encountered, perhaps it is the way, the environment, we know, perhaps it is just the way it is, for somewhat I must say I really like you, but this is definitely not the type, not the one that I asks for.

No, it is not my choice to do so, maybe somewhat we could find a better someone eventually, for of course we come from different backgrounds, different choices and mixtures of people around us, different environment...

Maybe this is only one sided, but I just have to say, I really enjoyed the little and short times, for I am immune to external factors and I do not really care anyways, how we treat each other, as a friend, or something else I do not know, it was enjoyable.

Maybe it's just a small crush, crushes do occur at times, occur at times when I feel down, when I feel sad, when I feel, like loving someone else again.. No you are absolutely not a substitute I want to find, you are genuinely too good to be true, but perhaps things have to turn out ways which, well not a choice for everyone to make to satisfy... so it all goes on...

I do not know, my life still goes on, or will it stand still for like it used to be...

I never knew I cannot fall in love like I used to do again...

Rambled by kaSh at 2:15 am