Sunday, May 28, 2006

To the particular person:

I knew how you felt, I knew it all along. I knew how the admiration became what it was meant more, I knew what had happened. It might be a little late, perhaps over a year which you would think, I did not know things could turn out like that at that time, but it was over, and already a year over, and I am glad, you had go on.

I just wanna say, I am sorry. In fact, I did concern you. I did mention your name to her. I did ask how were you, I did appeal to the teachers of you getting back to the team, I did do things for you. Perhaps you did not know me well enough, for I did the turns you may not or never know, were things which brightened up your life, somehow or another.

You should have understood, for what had made me for what I became, was to keep a mum of my feelings, my trues feelings, the torment I had been through, made me for what I am now, I do not know how to express my feelings anymore, anymore...

I am sorry for she was the part of my life at that time, I do hope you understand, for it is already over, for I felt the guilt for not realising more at that time, for the days I had made you cried....

Things turned out to be like this, I knew what you have done for me, for you know how I felt...

I am sorry...

After a year of questions unanswered..

I am sorry...

For falling in love for the wrong angel

I am sorry...

Rambled by kaSh at 2:54 am

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