This is my story...

Monday, May 08, 2006

I run...

I run because I fear,
I fear that I will shed a tear,
A tear which drops from my heart,
and another for you, thirty miles apart.

I run because I doubt,
I doubt myself for everything
Everything which I love,
Everything which I want.

I run because I forget,
Forget all the troubles,
All the troubles which bring pain and suffering
All the troubles which tear me down into nothing.

I run because I remember,
Remember the times we had together
Together was the word we made
Falling apart was what I hate.

I run because it seems so far,
So far from my piercing heart
So far from the deepest wounds
So far, from the miserable tones.

I run because I think,
I think I could make it to the end
The end of what we call the beginning
For the beginning, is actually nothing.

I run because I feel,
I feel the wind breezing through my skin,
I feel the sweat dripping into my eyes,
I feel your presence by my side.

I run because I look
I look around deep inside,
Deep inside what everyone can be,
Deep inside, things which I could see.

I run because I'm afraid
Afraid to lose you at the beginning,
Afraid that beginning was just imagining,
Imagining of what we would be.

I run because I perspire,
To fill up all my current desires.
Desires to hide away from the gospel of truth,
Retire away from the darkness and shame.

I run, I run for there is too far for me to catch
I run for there is too great for me to reach

I run for the one who inspires me
I run for the one who desires me

I run for the one who breaks my heart
I run for the one who crushes me apart

I run for the beautiful someone
I run for the gorgeous someone

I run for the one who seeks the truth
I run for the one, the one who is just you...

Rambled by kaSh at 10:13 pm