This is my story...

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

I tried to leave you out of my life for a few days, but then I came back and tell myself that it was an utterly impossible thing to do.

I tried to tell myself, for all these countless months I had been through without a single word mentioned about you to anyone, I could forget everything which happened in the past.

I tried to convince the people around me you were just an acquintence, but then that was not the case at all.

I tried to fall in love with another again, thinking if that would be the ultimate solution to save myself yet again, but those were not call love, they were just flings and infactuations, just fun I wanted to have by myself...

Some people are just trapped in an endless tunnel of torment, leaving no exits by the sides, the savior is ultimately not there afterall, after all these months, years of dwelling upon the land aimlessly, I have yet to find the one solution which... which will bring me up, up again like I always did... always be the one who has no qualms, no worries, always be the one who has you to be by my side...

I can never stand up straight, face the world like I could the years before, the times before...

I can never life my head up high, just to see the sky which I always thought you and I would bathe in...

I can never fall in love anymore, unless I could find another exact, unique you...

There will always be one and only you... in my heart.

Rambled by kaSh at 11:05 pm