This is my story...

Friday, December 16, 2005

I need to cut down on my food intake, and get my ass up to exercise. I am fucking fat now. Really fat and wth. Going gym doesnt help if I don't remove those excess fats in my body. I have to run. To endure with the neverending pain, the breathless moments once again. That is when my mind controls my body. My strong willed mind tells me not to give up, even my legs say so. I go through the great ordeal time and again, at last completing a long distance run, feeling so relieve about myself for going through the pain earlier on, and tell myself I've done it.

Seriously running long distances is a fun thing to do. But over the past years I have not been running and lazing around and thus I ended up like this: Fat. If I have the choice I rather excersie the whole day (run, badminton training and all that) than to sit down in the classroom studying whole day long.

I still have another year and a half to go. By the time I ORD, I'll get my fats down, my fitness up, lead a healthy lifestyle like S.R Nathan and LKY and strive for wealth. That will be my new year resolution.

And another thing. Sometimes I feel fucked up. I take things to entertain myself. Things like what sparkling eyes and some eye candy roaming around camp I was so eager to watch them and such. I just feel bored of life. I just wanna have fun like what I did last time. Disturbing people. Don't mind me. If I have some serious jobs to do I won't bother about all these things.

Well sparkling eyes really has a nice pair of eyes. The thing is, I couldn't get into contact with her anymore. WTH, I ain't really interested anyways.

But well if I DO get into contact with her again, I wouldn't mind another friendship forged. =)

Crazy fella.

Rambled by kaSh at 12:40 am