This is my story...

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Most of us have an inner self. An image which we choose to hide from the harsh reality, the cruel and avaricious society. The reasons are no doubt dependant on the individual, however many of us sure do feel the same way when we are stucked in some absurd and acrid situations.

A tough, herculean man who has a soft spoken heart, perhap by nature, the looks portrayed seems to be decieving in most of the situations. Soft spoken, soft hearted and kind by nature.

Conversely someone who looks innocent may have a fiery dragon roosting inside him. Time and again flaring up is not an unusual matter for him, for it may also be dependant on his personality.

This world is indeed balanced in some ways which everyone tends to overlook due to the ever growing society we animals live in. When there is good there will definately be evil lurking somewhere, something which balances off the positive factor and eventually a neutral state will be achieved.

In science, everything is a counter-balance of another; forces work in pairs, charges which eventually cancel out each other, even an ultimate state of emptiness known as a vacuum is said to be a resultant of energies cancelling out with one another.

True to a certain extent.

So ultimately, the world will go back to it's original state one day. Perhaps it takes a few billion years, or perhaps down to a smaller scale, it will take a few days, or weeks.

What goes around, comes around is another part and parcel and inevitable in life. It may not be believable or true, but somehow or rather what we do to others will ultimately come back to us, sad to say, it's the undeniable truth of how diabolic actions this world has crafted by the very personnel who tried to avoid them.

This world is not a good place to be afterall. Good things are short lived, enjoy them while it is possible, which happens to be one of the most important factors in humanity; the spirit to accept things which at times do not go accordingly, taking them into a positive accounts, and soothing themselves by comforting words such as the next will be a better one, and time and again when we try to get something we want to cherish more than anything else, only to find out that we are wasting more than anyone else's time...

Indeed people live happily ever after, for most of us we are forced to indulge in such circumstances to 'live happily ever after' even though the things surrounding us eventually are not the absolute we hope and yield for, and we choose to accept life as it is, realising that the 'perfect world' does not exist in anyone else's mind...

The mind is a great tool. It determines the near full percentage of what your ability sorts to. And because the mind is so powerful that we are classified and higher order beings, ruling the lower intelligent lifeforms dwelling the Earth over the millions of years.

Somehow or rather, my powerful mind tells me not to delineate the world as a horrible, ambigious one.

Somehow or rather my heart tells me I am beyond hope.

Rambled by kaSh at 10:22 pm