This is my story...

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Spending my last days as a cilivian staying at home playing World of Warcraft. Anyways managed to get my ass out today to catch Guess Who. Funny show, quite stupid and entertaining.

It said no matter what the girls do, they are always right. Everything is right. Yeah. Even if they are mad and walk off you suddenly. They are right. That is because you love her.

What the hell.

I just realised that I am having less and less things to write.

Oh my god.

My cousin-in-law asked me something when I was making another extra pair of specs for my army on Monday.

"Where's your friend? That girl-friend of yours?"

Who the hell? Are you talking about her? Oh man. Oh man...

I sighed.

"Don't have already."

You just can't get rid of the past. You just have to leave it dead. But dead memories haunt.

New experiences will put you into something as if it is never felt before, again. It is hard to repeat every single step, sometimes skipping a few, to get what it is meant for you. But then again if the steps aren't taken, you won't know if it belongs to you or not.

Sometimes it's just all about the guts and courage in you.

Maybe she felt something. I know. But I kept denying. I am once again sorry for lying. I really don't know how to say. If you know about it, why not just drop by something that I will know? Something like that lah. Confused mindset.

If it means to run a mile just to get to see you, I am more than willing to keep on running for the rest of my life.

Rambled by kaSh at 12:42 am