This is my story...

Thursday, April 14, 2005

I had only less than 5 hours of sleep. Somehow or rather I cannot sleep, maybe it's World of Warcraft.

Then I went to school for badminton, well one of the last few sessions already. Haha you know what I sorta promised Michelle to be some kind of gentleman on that day, but apparently she wasn't really noticing about me, and I swear I tried really hard to control my usage of vulgarities, walk properly and not shouting out so damn loud! Yeah really!

Anyways I don't really have the time to teach you what u wanted to learn. I don't know when I will have the time, since I promised you, but we don't have the time it looked like I am indifferent towards it, but trust me, I am not, it's just that I don't know when is the right time for you to learn things from me.

Seriously I would like to teach but there isn't any chances for me. Haiz. I am really sorry man.. well anyways I do think there will be other chances next time, although I am enlisting soon, I will have the time, but not as much as like now...

Anyways the boys are really damn funny lah. I didn't have such people during my batch. This batch of guys are really sorta crazy and do stupid things together. You can laugh every 5 minutes while playing in the court, and well they really do footwork training.

There was one time they were laughing like mad while doing their footwork halfway. Haha. I wondered what were they laughing at. When I they pointed out they were laughing at some guy doing the WRONG footwork. It was damn hilarious lah, their laughter and gesture made me laughed too, and that guy's footwork, and they were talking about it for the whole damn time, and personally I think Bev's footwork was better than his. LOL. Seriously!

And when I tried playing a match with one of my juniors, I was really damn tired and shagged. I felt like I was almost dying... that feeling... never been so tired for my whole life already... what the hell is wrong with me? Maybe it's my stamina, I don't have any, and maybe it was due to the less than 5 hours of sleep thingy.

The Ah Lian has not been doing wrist work for the past 3 days already. I don't know what to say, somehow I just felt disappointed, was it so difficult to do something so easy everyday? Oh well, sometimes I just need to care less. Apparently it seems my everyday persuasion and irritation do not work on her, yeah maybe I sounded I was joking, because of my tone, oh.. maybe that was the reason why she didn't take it seriously.

Haiz. I still wonder if you still need to be reminded everyday or not.

Well I don't know. In the past I cared too much and I was deemed so goddamn irritating. When I could have cared less I felt so discomposed. Maybe it is the situation of things; maybe I've mixed them all up. And sometimes I didnt know what to do.

Oh man.

Rambled by kaSh at 1:58 am