This is my story...

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Sporting day today! Woke up so damn early in the morning to play basketball... then went for lunch then played badminton from 230pm to 10pm. Actually I didn't really play when I was in the sports hall because I injured my hamstring. Think it's some minor injury or what so it doesn't really matter...

Oh yeah btw I've given out my Math, Phy and FMath TYS to Qi Yin and Michelle. Haha they need it and I don't need it, and it can help them to save a few bucks so yeah. You ladies better get straight As in two years' time!

Yeah you know what? I received a "thank you" SMS from each of them, because firstly I solved most of the Math problems for Qi Yin and wrote it down on pieces of paper for her reference. She thanked me for helping her in her Math and giving her the TYS, saving her own pocket.

Then Michelle thanked me for teaching her how to serve the ball, which of course it has improved ever since day 1, how to tap the ball when in front of the net and leg positions... and the FMath TYS!

And another thing: I've recently encountered one such person who has an outrageous and revolting attitude that no one, at least those who I know, likes him, solely because of his attitude. Ok I don't mean I don't have any attitude problems but you know his problem is way out of hand, far out of reach and even God cannot save him.

Yes, you may have that leadership. You may tried really hard for the team, to organise them uniformly and all that. But remember, you aren't the biggest there. There is still someone up there who gives you the commands. That person may not have that leadership skills like you do, because we know that everyone is unique, but he is up there for a reason, not because he is much more good looking than you or he wins a game of five stones over you.

But frankly and seriously speaking, your attitude just sucks. What determines how far you succeed in life ultimately is your attitude. You subordinates may give you that respect, short term I suppose, but you know that you've made far too many enemies than friends, and you know something's really wrong, not with the enemies you made, but with yourself.

Yes it does really matter when you are playing a game and realising at the opposite end there is a bunch of people, who you know, supporting your opponent, and the motive of that group of people is far beyond the obvious.

And no I am not gonna change you or whatever, because you are insignificant in my life. Whether or not you are doing those things to spite me in purpose, I don't care. Whether or not you have other good abilities like in playing badminton, or flirting with girls, I don't care. Since you have that kind of attitude whereby you THINK you are really really that great in all aspects of life and NOT wanting to listen to ANY advises given to you, and instead, going around spouting and spitng people with your uncomprehanded sung of words which may contain sarcasm in between those lines, it doesn't work on me, because you know when one's limit is reached, there isn't a necessity to reset to zero again, one will just flare up.

You can rarely change a person's attitude, unless he goes through a series of setbacks and screwed up events which may change his life for the better. I don't think that will happen though. If you have that good attitude I do not mind putting nice words for you in front of the in charge. Too bad, you've given me a lousy first impression.

Lastly, maybe those SMSes of "thank yous" have only little influence to most of you, but not to me. At the end of the day I felt really good, not only because people appreciated things that I've done for them, but they took the time off the show this appreciation to me. Although the tasks are small to most of us who see it, but I don't think it is in their eyes.

At least I've found people who appreciate what I've done for them. It really brightens up my night. =)

Rambled by kaSh at 11:58 pm