This is my story...

Thursday, March 31, 2005

Sometimes I wondered: Why did I let you go at the first place?

And I've learnt my lesson: My chauvinistic ego will not bring me anywhere except to my downfall.

That's the reason why I've decided to change for the better.

Apparently there are more than a billion different types of people around the world and their characters differ from one another, handling some of them may be a chore.

That's the reason why I begin to observe human behavior. What is the cause of the negative emotions? Me? Or just deep within you?

But it wasn't until I realised that when I'd lost you, I loved you more than ever.

You won't appreciate things which you have now until you've lost them. And you realise that sometimes you cannot live without it.

And it was until I saw you again, I felt complete.

Part of me cried to have you back, the other said it was better for you to go, for what's lost cannot be retrieved back.

So one day I'd decided to tell you, not everything, because I knew how to keep it short and simple.

You told me exactly what I've felt, what I've mentioned.

Then suddenly the clock stroke 12, it was then everything came into my mind again, I realised that the happiest times of my life, were only the times spent with you and you alone, just the two of us roaming the streets, a simple yet memoriable life...

Because it doesn't matter if it lasted, it just matters it has already happened.

Rambled by kaSh at 2:34 am