This is my story...

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Ok I would like to clarify some things.

First things first, yes, I look like one fucking retarded chao ah beng with red hair, walk and talk like one and spill out vulgarities like nobody's business. But, but I don't go around vandalising void decks and cars, I don't go around congregating and make hell lotsa noises and be a nuisance to the public. Neither do I drink and smoke excessively and take drugs, and I absolutely don't fucking lie for god's sake.

Whatever I fucking say, it's the truth unless I am just kidding. So to those people who don't wanna believe me, I don't fucking care.. and to those who time and again thought that I was fucking lying to them, I am saying this the last time; if I have something in mind I will say it out. I don't wanna fucking lie and be a hypocrite. You can choose to believe it or not, it's not my FUCKING PROBLEM anyways so you can just fucking burn in hell for all I fucking care.

Secondly, I wanna emphasize that I HATE IT WHEN YOU WAKE ME UP. The only few people in this world who I will not scream at when they wake me up are my parents, my girlfriend and the person I told to give me a wake up call. If you do not fall into that category, you can just jolly well forget about calling me in the middle of my sleep and explaining things to me because I don't wanna fucking hear them. Oh, if you happened to call when I am sleeping, what I suggest you to do is to put down the phone within 10 seconds or you will get seriously fucked. I don't fucking care who you are, I will just scream across the fucking room.

Lastly I do care if people don't like me. However I know that in this world no one's perfect and I cannot simply make everyone happy. What I do may make you happy and not to another. And I have my own choice of doing things. I may do things differently from what you are thinking, maybe things I do may seem really loser to you, but as long as it's morally correct I don't care what you think.

I know I have been writing long entries and most of you cannot tolerate the lengthy shiet of my blog and eventually choose not to read. Sometimes I just wanna flame things out. At least it's out from my heart and I feel better. To those who see my blog as too wordy, I apologize, but ultimately if you wanna read it or not it's your own choice, and I appreciate your time to read some of my rantings and things which I do during my daily life.

Eventually I am still an asshole, but I am trying to change for the better.

Everyone knows some things just cannot be changed.

Rambled by kaSh at 10:33 pm