This is my story...

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Sunday's sleeping day and I'm glad it rained. Ok btw this game is cool, it's called Gate to Heavens, www.gth.com.my. Oh yeah, tomorrow's the end of the month and the release of O level results, so my friends who are taking the results tomorrow, good luck to you guys! You will do great and do not worry for it man!

I took mine 2 years ago, I must say time really flies... but I still can recall back the tension that was felt in the hall 2 years ago... everyone was so nervous, only the teachers' faces were filled with grins, sometimes leaking a little information about how well we did before the hour of the release of results... My form teacher's face told us our class did not disappoint her... however my Bio teacher's words and expressions indicated I had disappointed her.

Playfulness and all that crap that happened resulted in my bad performance during my O levels, I hope no one I know will have that fate of mine, in fact I hope everyone I know will do better, alot better than me.

2 years later, I still have that thought of why didn't I do well in my exams, some thing which you can blame yourself, learn from it, but never return to that moment to relive and change for the better. However it is just that if I am given another chance to retake that piece of shiet examination, I will be determined to do well again... well who will wanna give that chance to me, even after 2 years?

My A levels results are coming. That's for sure, something which I am really afraid of too. I am screwed, and I know, because I screwed up during the exams. If you wanna know what happened read my previous entries dated back 2 months ago and you will know that I am screwed. Once again if I am given another chance to prove myself, I will do it. All it takes is just another chance.

Yeah, all it takes is just another chance for another new beginning... all is not lost, it's just a matter of the faith in yourself, whether if you are determined to undo things which happened in the past by amending the future in front of you, to relive you chance, though never be the same again, but somewhat similar... And yes of course, the future may be bright, but bear in mind that some things never change and all it takes is a second chance and it involves maybe even more than two people to do this, sometimes, only two of them; the person who gives, and the person who receives.

I just need another chance from you.

"Carve my name in your heart, and let it be there, even before we start."

Rambled by kaSh at 9:27 pm