Friday, February 04, 2005

It's Friday again! End of the week, so you guys who are studying out there can enjoy.

Yeah, I played badminton, badminton and more badminton for the past few days. Guess what, Dunman Sec won AHS in badminton! I felt so happy for them... oh man.. really proud of them...

My life's badminton all day, it's fun playing some sport which you love. I don't mind playing badminton for the whole day for everyday until I enter army. I feel really happy, something in me which really saddened me was gone, slowly..

But, I feel my life isn't complete, never it was complete. Something in me which I feel I long to have it back. I ain't sure if you have anymore feelings for me, but I am sure that I have, never it was lost or vanished, never it was forgotten...

I don't know what to do, you are so busy with your stuff and I can't even call you out for a simple lunch or dinner, but I understand, suddenly I understood things which I always oversee them... Things which are not within my control...

As much as I want you back by my side, I know this thing isn't just involve me. It's you too. I've already told you everything, you said you aren't ready yet, and yeah I shall wait... I am still waiting, and I don't know when to ask again, I am afraid it will be too early... or too late.

Maybe you aren't really confident in me... Just to tell you, I still wanna have you back by my side, I have been searching my thoughts and thinking through for these few weeks... sometimes I will just have to take the risk and not to try too hard for you...

I dont care what happened to me previously, because somethings are meant to be changed, some things are meant to start all over again... things which are nice, which are good, which are memoriable often need to be paid for a price.. something which I will do with risk...

You are still the one, I still love you the way you are, the way I loved you... never it will change, as I mentioned, it will only change for the stronger, for the better... You are still that sweet honey little lady I know...

You know who you are.... it's meant for you...

Rambled by kaSh at 11:56 pm

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