This is my story...

Saturday, February 26, 2005

The dance was great at Toa Payoh. It was crowded and the frustrating thing was there wasn't any air con at that place! Interchange got air con but HDB Hub doesn't. What is this man? I perspired all over the goddamn place. Crowded, hot and humid. What else could be worse? Luckily the dances performed by everyone was really really nice... hehehe..

Well it doesn't matter if you guys entered or not, what's most important is the process, I must say you guys really did great man, especially you Fel! Don't fret ok? =)

Oh yes did I mention in any previous entries that I couldn't sleep in the night? Goddamnit. I just can't sleep in the night. I can sleep on buses, in the afternoon, when I am tired outside but just couldn't when I was well and on my bed. I really think my simple life has been thought complicated by me. Oh man...

Oh yeah, after a few nights of shiet, I've finally sorted out ONE out of a thousand problems. Not exactly sorted out but I've finally know what's the motherfooking problem. Now it's a matter of wanting to solve or not. Perhaps it isn't that easy to solve it, perhaps it's just me, perhaps it isn't a problem at all.

Burger King: $6
Gelare Mudpie: $7
That stupid shark's fin soup from Pasar Malam: $2
Foodcourt at Toa Payoh: $4
Starbucks: $6

"... but then again if you don't try you won't know." I didn't expect someone to say that to me, yeah that's because I never try something which I want to, perhaps I am too afraid of trying, perhaps I am afraid of rejection, perhaps I am afraid of all the negative shiet.

How?

In my mind I have always longed to be with you, but too bad it wasn't that case in your mind. How? If I try will I have that chance? I am thinking too much again. What happens if it really does? What if it's not? How's the future like?

Now you know why I can't fucking sleep in the night.

Shoot me, again.

Rambled by kaSh at 8:32 pm