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Saturday, January 01, 2005

My New Year resolution.

2004 was a year full of ups and downs. To some of us it was a smooth journey but to most of us I am sure it was a tough one. My A levels. Studies. Stress. Natural disasters which struck unexpectedly. Things which happened and did not go according to plan.

A year which I've learnt alot of things, load of them. How to cope with a really important examination, how to handle people, how people will change, how to change for the better... many other things such as life is so fragile, never take things for granted, be glad that bad thing does not happen to you and so on..

Whatever it was, it was in the past. This is the year 2005. It is a brand new year for everyone.

I reflected what I've done during the year of 2004. Thinking about the people who disappointed me, who lied to me, who betrayed me, who backstabbed me. Thinking about the people who I disappointed, who I lied to, who I betrayed, who I put on a cold shoulder, things which I'd done which was not suppose to be.

That was all in the past. It is meant to be a lesson learnt, then to be forgotten. We all look forward to everything. This is a year which I am determined to change for the better. Besides the character of mine, a change in my income. Something which I must work really hard for. An improvement of myself.

Yes, resolutions are there to guide you along. What matters most is if you are determined to do so. If you keep thinking of succeeding and not doing, you will be there forever. You keep thinking for a few days, weeks or even years... but in the end, you are still what you are. If you do not make the change now, you will be stucked there. If you think that you can be a millionaire and not trying it, in the end you are still not a millionaire.

Don't give up. Remove the phrase "give up" from your dictionary. It is redundant. Successful people don't give up. It is your perseverence which determines your altitude in life. Action speaks louder than words. Think about it. Facing financial problems? Don't give up because you will someday earn your money back. Been failing exams? Don't give up and study hard for it will pay off someday.

"Where is my money?? Why no money? Wah sian no money today. I hope to earn lotsa money!"

The similarity between these few sentences are they are just trashtalking. It's the action that counts. If you want some money, go EARN it, not whine over it, for it will not appear in front of my magically when you only sit there for the whole day only to dream of it.

Even buying Toto, you still need to do something; and that's the shade the ovals.

To train yourself and tell yourself not to give up and endure, you must first train your mentality. That's one of my new year resolutions too. Think positively. It doesnt mean you are bankrupt today, you will be tomorrow... that's because you choose to do something different and you will eventually get out from your plight.

Think.. the ability to think separates human beings from animals. The reason we are divided into 3 different classes; Top, middle, bottom financial classes it's due to our ability to think. We fear of things which we thought. We thought of fear and that's the reason why people cannot get over the fear, or, they know the consequences of the action and eventually not wanting to try.

If your can overcome your fear and DARE to dream and dream BIG,
If you can afford to persevere, put your words into actions, your dreams into actions,
If you do not give up but to move on, but to constantly improve yourself,
You will achieve your dreams. Your big dreams.

- An improvement of my character
- Removing the phrase "give up" from my dictionary
- Think positively
- Do not fear of anything. You fall because of your fears
- Dream, and dream big.

Happy New Year to those who read this.

Rambled by kaSh at 4:42 am