This is my story...

Saturday, December 25, 2004

Initially I thought my christmas would be really sad.. however it turned out to be... well quite wonderful... well quite I must say...

Watched Ocean's 12.. then went down to Leslie's house for a BBQ... thought I would leave at around 2 plus, but in the end I reached home at 7... gambled and talked lotsa crap... I enjoyed myself..

I've been constantly reminding myself that I cannot lose the motivation.. the motivation in doing things to achieve my dreams, in carving the impossible.. sometimes you will lose that motivation... but think again... you cannot lose it, because once you do, you have to start all over again to build your dreams...

To dare to dream is to challenge you life full of risks, to take on things which are deemed impossible to most of us, not to be afraid of obstacles which are far beyond our imagination... human's perserverence is the jinx of failure, the way to succeed.. if you do not try to change yourself for the better, you will be stuck there forever...

For some reason people just cannot find their own source of motivation.. for the questions like what the hell am I doing this for... parents... they brought you up... till now if you do not appreciate what they have done for you, you can jolly well go to hell..

Friends... some friends... they went through thick and thin with you... people who are willing to even die for you, for just a plain simple reason: friendship... for someone who cares for you so much...

Future... your future, something which you will not expect the unexpected... life is unpredictable... however destiny is in your hands.. if you do not control your fate, who will? Life is predestined.. yes it's true, but if you do not work doubly hard for something you want, you wont even succeed in the first place for your predestined path which lies ahead..

People who are so important to you... which drives you forward... which gives you that thirst, that desire to work even harder for them... these are the people in your life who you will cherish the most... you are not alone... you will not be... even if everyone dies out, there will always be someone there for you...

"My motivation is you."

Rambled by kaSh at 7:04 am