This is my story...

Saturday, November 06, 2004

It's all me. Have I not explained clearly my actions and such already? You were always the one who thinks otherwise. You were always the one who sad you don't care. You were always the one who won't wanna explain everything. You were always the one who always leave me in doubt.

And I am always the one who give in. I am always the one who explains everything and to say it's not what you thought. I am always the one who needs to endure all your harsh words. I am always the one who cried through my sleep. I am always the one who got hurt the most.

Why can't you just spare a thought? Please? Not for me, but for this whole pathetic planet. Haiz..

I really don't know what to say. I thought it was all over. I didn't wanna start another childish fight which would lead to nowhere again. I didn't wanna go quarrel with you and such. I asked outta concern and you said I am possessive? Have I not done the same to others too? You claimed you don't care, and that's the prob. Why didn't the others mention a thing? Is it not they wanna suffer in agony and silence? I don't really think so.

I don't feel anything wrong but I still compromise. Is there a need to do that? No. But why? Because I cherish you very very much.... alot...

Eventually, I still do not know why.

Rambled by kaSh at 1:32 pm