This is my story...

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

SMS :1070 since 29th Aug
Distance travelled: 218.5 km since 6th Aug on bike.

Just wanna record down, no offense meant. But if you do not like it, please fuck off thanks.

Math 2 was crap. I don't know how to do statistics so I fucked up on mechanics.. either way I screwed up everything. Prelims will be a major flop, I will get results which I will not expect.. that sucks. I must really work hard...

Fuck. I regretted dropping F Math. Yeah F Math people, shout at me and bite me. I fucking regret so burn me if you all want. Fuck it. I should have stayed. I dropped for a stupid fucked up reason which I don't think it's fucking worth it at all, and yet I think it was all along. FUCK!

Goddamnit. Have not been sleeping well for these past few days. Shiet. Wasted my day and night, sitting there stoning and not fucking studying when I have 43 more days to the big shiet called A levels. Why the hell do I still feel so hurt?

I still can't get over with. My trust has been betrayed. Ok maybe for you guys who are reading right now says "big deal". Now I tell you, maybe to you, it isn't a fucking deal but to me, it is. Never had I trusted someone so much before only knowing that I have been betrayed. Fuck. For those who think that I DON'T GIVE A FUCK or whatever attitude SO THE BIG FUCK WHAT, go away. You just don't fucking understand how I feel. Never you will. Yeah, don't care is the key, fuck off.

I am trying to relax now, blame me, say me stubborn, say I am the biggest asshole in the world, talk behind my back, fuck me upside down, I DONT FUCKING CARE.

Thanks.

"time to have fun."

Rambled by kaSh at 6:48 am