Thursday, September 02, 2004

Met up with the girls for breakfast... yeah macdonalds' again...... zzzzzzz... Ok we got locked up for 2 hours and 45 minutes and I did absolutely nothing in there...

Ok chem prac... had 3 experiments to do.. I've got an average of 20.625 for my titration value which differ from others by ALOT. How??? Haiz.. And the ammonia stinks... zzz stinks like crazy my nose was really itchy at that time...

Ok, I should be able to pass my chem... but that's not enough, guess I have to work hard for my written work...

I stained my hand with potassium manganate (VII)!!! Argh brown colour all over...

Holidays are coming soon, and after that it will be the prelims... frankly speaking, I kinda missed the lessons I had last time... those making fun of teachers and such in the class, sleeping, eating... and I foresee this will not happen anymore in the future... haiz... cherish these good times before they are gona forever....

The thing that I will miss most is you.... the moments that you always be by my side, for every single period of tutorial, asking and replying questions, laughing throughout the lesson, or just simply keeping quiet on your chair, in deep thought of course... Enjoyed the silence... some things are just meant left to be unsaid, unheard and untouched...

I will miss your smile, your laughter, your silliness, your clumsiness.. there were times I say things which weren't what I mean, sometimes you know, sometimes you don't... so I just hope that you understand that even though I say things which aren't you, I don't mean that way... you are the best among all...

There were also times which things go rough, really rough and that made us really sad... just because things blew up and affected most of our moods... for that, I would like to apologise again... Just wanna let you know, I don't want you to be that way, sometimes I am out of control...

All I want you to be is happy, cheerful... however, we are human beings. Negative emotions such as sadness, anger dwell upon us for the past ten thousand years; nothing has changed... However we can reduce them, and I hope that I have reduced them for you....

Last but not least, you are someone special and unique, someone special and unique to me. I would like to say that I cherish you every single bit, I am really thankful for you entering into my life, getting to know someone so special like you, created and solved problems over you and best of all, to cherish you....

You know who you are... and I hope you'll read this...

"Friends. They quarrel, they fight, they forgive, they forget. Unlike us. We quarrel, we fight, we don't forget, but we forgive... and we fight again..."

Rambled by kaSh at 5:32 pm

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