This is my story...

Saturday, August 28, 2004

I always think of the worst but never prepared for it. One of my greatest flaws..
Almost everyone tells me this is my crucial year, not to get involved with all the shiet which will distract me from my studies. Yes I agree. But I just can't sit down and study.. alot of things wander around my mind.

Friends. Up till now I still don't know who the hell should I trust. Goddamnit. Why does it have to be this way?

Goddamnit why I am always complaining on I should be studying online here and whining about everything that has happened to me in this world?

Holy shiet... I did NOTHING today, except did some potentiometer questions which I apparently suck at it.. I love Physics but that should not be the way.. Goddamnit.. and my praticals are coming soon. Guess what, I ain't sure about the format and such.

I need some advices.. post into my comments link. How am I suppose to forget about my problems and to sit down and really study with my heart out? Goddamnit I left less than 10 weeks to the big shiet and I am still here worrying about what is life for me tomorrow and such and when am I gonna friggin die. Someone please help me.

I NEED MOTIVATION!! ALOT ALOT ALOT!! PLEASE GIVE OR SELL THEM TO ME! ARGH!

"No news is good news. So don't whine over no news because you'll get screwed if you know the bad news."

Rambled by kaSh at 1:32 pm