This is my story...

Saturday, August 14, 2004

Realised that I didn't have that much of a time to maintain this... oh well.. Same thing happened for the past few days... just had a "fight" with a friend.. very nice friend of mine... well we always fight, but I think this is by far the most serious one though..

Oh and badminton. Screw it. Everyone's gonna blame everything on me. Lose? My fault. I put one of my friends into play and he told he he didnt know how to play? My fault. Net not kept? My fault. Yeah. Everything's my fault. Please FUCKING THINK BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING NEXT TIME.

Fight? With someone so dear to me... so afraid of losing her... well haiz... don't really wish to describe what happened but, I really hope we don't have to go through this everytime we solved something which was created the last time. I always blamed on you and you on me. Seriously I don't want this to happen. I know I was a little harsh at times, I know sometimes I want it my way, but afterall you are still so dear to me... I don't want to hurt you. I am really sorry for the troubles I have caused.... but now, I really don't know what to do.. Just hope that time heals.. Just wanna say I am sorry from the bottom of my heart, sorry for the shiet I have placed in you... haiz...

"You are so very important to me, for I do not want to lose you just like that. I am really sorry for what I have put you through, I just hope for your forgiveness. I am sorry.."

Rambled by kaSh at 12:10 am