This is my story...

Sunday, August 22, 2004

Ok let's get straight to the facts. Prelims is coming. A levels is coming. I have already paid the money, and guess what, I AM SO NOT STUDYING! Oh wait, I have done some fluids today. Archimedes Principle, Bernoulli Effect, Principle of Floatation, etc etc etc. They are driving me crazy!

I love science, inevitably, math too. In fact, there is something really wrong with me. Why am I not studying when I like these subjects??

Felt a little down just now, but called up my friend and talked to her... well she did not want me to list down her name so I choose to honour her privacy... oh well.. something's really wrong with the college, just can't figure out what's wrong with it...

Just found out that there are many of my friends who blogs, have added them into my friends' link. Belle and June Yong are my classmates FYI.

Possessiveness is bad. That's what I always tell myself, but nonetheless, I still have that emotion, that action. Haiz... sometimes I really wonder, are my friends, really friends of mine? I have begin to feel something that is backstabbing me, Perhaps retribution? Impossible. I had mine already.

I always tell myself, the world is good, but no, it isn't, it wasn't and it will not be. Secrets formed shall not be let out to even to your closest, for you may not even expect the worst.. I will try to not trust anyone so easily anymore.. and to the people who trust me, dont worry, I will not betray you...

"Just wanna hold you close to me and never wanna let you go, and to whisper into your ears so softly, telling you how much you are to me... when I open my eyes, it is all but reality..."

Rambled by kaSh at 11:58 pm